Pastoring in the Dark is my honest, unfiltered look at what it really feels like to lead when no one sees the weight you're carrying. Most people see the sermons, the smiles, the Sunday morning energy, but they don't see the late nights, the spiritual exhaustion, or the silent battles with doubt, grief, and burnout. They don't know the pressure to always be 'on,' even when you're running on empty. Behind the platform is a person, and too often, that person is drowning in expectations, isolation, and the pressure to be everything for everyone.

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I wrote this book for the pastors who feel like they're bleeding behind the pulpit, for the leaders who show up week after week while silently wondering if they have anything left to give. I also wrote it for the people in the pews, the ones who love their church but don't always realize the cost of ministry on the one carrying the weight.

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This book is truth-telling. It's part confession, part instruction, and part wake-up call. Inside, I share the hidden side of pastoring, not to complain, but to bring healing, perspective, and restoration. I also give practical ways the church can come alongside their leaders, not just to honor them on special occasions, but to truly lighten the load.

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​If you're in ministry and feel like you're walking through a dark season, or if you care about someone who is, this book is for you!